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From: "Anagha" jaswandi@gmail.com
Date: 2007/08/24
Subject: Heartfelt
To: "Aum" thelookoutman@gmail.com

Dear Aum,
Hope you r fine…..I am Ok.
(Sorry for the late reply but Gmail has been disabled at office)

I don't know what are you going to write in your 'फुलातील काट्यांची गोष्ट'. But let me share a few things which I was not able to articulate that day…

To be honest, when we first started communicating with each other, I had not set any terms and limits to our relationship…..went with the flow , I guess!! .....I really felt glad to have a friend like u….It's so rare to find a person who is a combination of intellect, wit, honesty…conversing with u was always mentally stimulating, in that sense u were different from other guys ….I felt u r the sort with whom I can share my thoughts and be assured of an unbiased feedback ..U were the person I felt comfortable with ...

Moreover, believe me I realize the importance of what you want to achieve in life and what it means to u…we all live for a dream, rite?? It was rather inappropriate and unfortunate that the episode happened the way it did….but I did not have a choice…in Bertrand Russell's words “To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead”

Aum, u r a fine person and I like u for what u r… It has been a beautiful journey...our wavelengths matched (I think so, at least!!)……it wasn’t a conventional goody-goody thing…..we have had debates, arguments, rite??

But that’s part of the charm..

But leaving aside all other practical issues for a while…..what matters the most is what u feel…and if u do not feel the same way, then ok….am fine with it…

Thanks for all the kind words you said about me ……..U will go places, I am sure of it…..my best regards wud always be with u…..

Hows Aaji?....Convery my regards to Kaka-Kaku.

आणि हे सगळं इंग्रजीत लिहिलाय, कारण मराठीतून लिहिल असतं तर कदाचित रडणं आवरल नसतं .........

Take Care. Bye.

- Anagha